DISCLAIMER (**please read)

Here's my blog where I'm finally going to be writing about my life story. 

This may take awhile & involve many edits. Bear with me.

My name is "Chuki Maruki", nice to meet you.

--Xhu

DISCLAIMER: the spirit who visited me as a child was my twin flame. He was my husband in many past lives, and is my current husband. Yes, I've met him in this plane and *HE IS MY AGE*. we are 6 months apart. Please do not hit me with any disrespectful comment, as i am an old soul & can handle my own and we were always growing up the same age. THANKYOU

#2: I have 2 precious daughters I've brought into this world. They've been with me most of my life, and so, are very precious to me.

One of my daughter's stories may be a point for ridicule from some, **I DO NOT INVITE THIS** please be kind-hearted and refrain from any comments, or even thought forms, as they put out energy and affect the user & the subject(s).

Most of us, probably 90% have been different sexes in past lives.. This is a fact. Her tale (no pun intended) is that life as a cat is very feminine. 

#3: I DO NOT DO THIS FOR MONEY. This blog is also not written for any purpose, or agenda, of "trying to do ANYTHING." This blog is written with a sincere heart to get my story out, for the purpose of simply helping people.

Whatever images you have in your mind you've made up about me or the reasons i write what i write, ARE BIASED AND NOT TRUE. I write simply ***TELLING THE TRUTH AND the full story the best of my ability.

You will know its a true story cause there's so many information and details. I have no hidden agenda. Please enjoy my blog and the things you find here.

The story is upside down. The most recent posts at the top are the most recent events, and I started with the earliest events at the bottom. It begins with "Sumerian". Please enjoy & take what you can about this mystical story that has been my life so far.

--Xhu

Behold a Pale Horse: Cobra's Blog & the Voice from the Sky

Flash forward to 2013, and I have myself an adorable newborn baby girl. She has bright orange hair and is the light of my life.

During this time I was getting quite regularly on Cobra's blog 2012portal.blogspot.com. there was a user there in the comments who used to be named 3DHD, but after some time changed it to 5DHD. They would often posts codes, strange codes that gave me chills and raised all my spiritual senses to realize these were REAL codes, with powerful meaning, and not just a larp. After becoming in tune to this person's energy quite strongly, a strange incident happened.

It was night and my baby was sleeping in her crib. A voice rang out across the sky, female, with almost an AI sound to it: "I'm Going to Torture and Kill your Precious Little Newborn baby girl L****** right in front of you,... I PROMISE!!" It screamed.

I'm pretty sure the whole surrounding vicinity heard it, as it was as loud as a crack of thunder ⚡.

The electronics on my baby toys simultaneously went off.

I became very scared. And defensive of my child. Sometime soon after, I got a hold of my baby & began nursing her in my arms. I willed myself to put a shield of protection around her so strong it made me black out for 10 minutes. I called on the energy of steel, so that I shall know if anything penetrated or entered that spiritual shield. My body began to lock up as the steel became present. I took so much pain, holding, calling this shield of pure steel that my whole body slowly began to lock up and I still held on. I blacked out for 10 minutes. When I woke up all I could feel and see was white, and I instantly panicked over the unknown state of my newborn. I quickly gazed down into her eyes. Those beautiful precious eyes looked at me with delicate concern and a pure love so strong I have never felt or known what real love was ever or before that moment. She wasn't looking at me like some beast. She wasn't hurt. I exhaled and cooed to her, reassuring her. She was my flame.

I saw the spirit of my grandpa (who was still alive) in front of a crawlspace shaped Gateway, blocking and guiding and protecting the path of my newborn, his first born Great Grand.

Later on, I went back and discovered all but a miniscule amount of 5DHD's comments had been "removed by the author". You can still check today.

Those codes entered a powerful spell of energy. The job was done. 

Later on I moved to a little house out in the country. I had my newborn with me, no longer newborn but not yet 1. (She was a few months old at the time of the incident. Now she was older.) I was on my computer in the Rec room. I had just opened the Presbeia Protoi web page, when a sudden ghost of a feeling slung out of the emblem on their forum, through my house. I RAN like all hell's bells had been released and made it to the door of my newborn. I found her standing in front of the open closet doors, reaching her hand out to the empty crawlspace beyond. In that moment of moments, as I flew to her to wrap her in my arms, the closet door folded in its collapsible center, just pinched her finger as I said "******* I got you." Mommy's here. 

During the run to the baby's bedroom, in those frantic fleeting seconds, with me I saw the ghost of a pale horse rider, riding a complete circle of the world. I grabbed my first born daughter.

Nothing's ever going to get you, but my heart cried. 

Urbi et Orbi

After recovering enough to walk properly again, albeit shaky, I was offered to go on a very cheap 10 day trip to Europe offered through the highschool. My brother and 2 friends would be attending. 

When i got to Rome, we were officially allowed to drink there, and checked into the hotel that night and had ourselves quite a few drinks. We got little to no sleep and the next morning we were going to watch the Pope give his Urbi et Orbi. A voice sounded to me, telepathically but also loud enough i'm sure my friend heard, as she stood arm and arm with me, giggling uncontrollably. "Mom...." He said. "You have been here for 100 years." I saw an image of a body of water, and threw my consciousness towards it as i questioned the meaning, the pope began to explain to me in detail where i was before the 100 years i have been here, with all fail safes, to the point that i began to see the logic quite clearly and there was NO room for flaws. He was speaking truth & reincarnation was 100% real and he explained the process. He answered all my questions and i understood the cycle of death. Then when i confirmed to him that i believed him, i snapped out of it, and came "back to the real world", my friend giggling on my arm.  I realized i was protected beyond means of comprehension here in this life. The shock of coming back to the real world, made me forget almost instantly all the pope had just taught me, as it slipped away like water. 

We arrived at Saint Peter's Square in Vatican City, and my tiny group of friends was standing way in the back by the fountain, as Benedict arrived on the Balcony and raised his staff. I remember burning a fever so strong, from the illness that had consumed my body from what my husband, my Guardian King, had done to me. We entered the Vatican, and waited in line to view Pope John Paul II as he lay in his glass coffin like Snow White. You had 3 seconds to view him, then had to move on, armed guards on either side of him ensuring this routine. It was my turn and i got to the front. I stood there and gazed at him. I realized this is where the voice had come from, i was enthralled. i stood longer than 3 seconds, taking him in. As i stared i watched as his chest gently rose and fell, like he was breathing. I could almost see a sick green energy coming from him, emanating towards me and i felt Love. Or the closest thing to love i had ever felt, as we were the same. Sick. I peered at the guards on either side of me, taking them in. They stood silent and gave me my turn. All other patrons had been shooed by the guards at PRECISELY 3 seconds. They gave their signal and used their guns to move each person in line. They never gave me the signal. They stood like silent sentinels. I stood as long as i did, until i heard my teacher call my name from way across the crowded room, and i realized they were all lined up, ready to go. I didn't want to leave. My heart rate and energy had increased exponentially while i stared. to the point a fire was consuming me and had begun to become uncontrollably obvious and spread through the room. I would cause chaos and panic with all this energy, despite it being the Purest, Warmest, Healthiest flow i had ever received or emanated. I got out of the spot to join my tour. I'm not ready for this, i said, i'm only 17. I'll come back for you.

Job 38:31-34 New International Version (NIV)

Can you loosen Orion's belt? Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons or lead out the Bear with its cubs? Do you know the laws of the heavens? Can you set up God's dominion over the earth?