Wednesday, February 19, 2025
Timelines Converge
I remember checking into a stress center at some point in the fall of '21. This hospital ended up not having a stress center, so i sat in the hallway with a few other people. I remember waiting so long, at one point i closed my eyes, and leaned back and instantly the reflection of my Guardian appeared and with a black gloved hand, closed off two solid black gates. Then behind the gates appeared many young children, all lined up down a lane, playing with letter blocks and other innocent toys. I thought "uh oh... he's saying no more. The kids are protected from now on in a way." And soon to be a very tangible way, from the look of the building blocks and the track.
Even later on, i'm sitting further along the hallway in a chair next to a boy from my generation. They had given me a shot for anxiety not too long ago. This chemical seemed to make something stir in me, as suddenly i started seeing a wrap of old ancient Sanskrit symbols coming from the floor and walls. I could literally SEE them, and at first just sat there and tried to pretend it was in my peripherials.It wasn't. The volume of the words and symbols increase, until it's a constant flow of them overtaking my vision, i start gesturing around going "w...t...f". It went on and on to the point i finally get up out of my chair to try to see WHERE these symbols are coming from, as they gave me very strong gut instincts and i thought "I better check this out..." I'm gazing at the floor watching them come and go. Eventually i sit back down, accepting them. Some of the symbols come from the wall and land on both my forearms, and a dark, dusty, dirty stain is left on both of them where the words branded. I'm just like okay... well that got physical. Cool. Next thing i freakin' know a rounded, swirl symbol stands apart from the others and gets bigger flying towards me, i'm thinking "what does that mean...?" The damn thing flew into my eye. I go to the bathroom, as there is something physically -IN- my eye, and start trying to take it out like a contact, as this was the size and shape it was. I could feel it on my eye, it sort of felt like a bandaid, and i could even see a little wrinkle of the white part of my eye in the mirror, i was pulling and pulling gently on it, in horror, trying to get it to come out. I sit back in my chair and won't stop picking at the damn thing occasionally when i reach up to tug absentmindedly at it again, and a doctor comes by and barks at me to stop pulling at my eye. There's nothing in there.
I'm like... the timing of that. He did it RIGHT as i was having success dislodging the damn thing. (Pffft... fat chance and not a coincidence.) I'm like ok ok.... keep it cool don't react (to the brazen absurd timing) and act like you listened. At which point i'd go to the bathroom again or find a way to secretly get it out. Long story short, i was prevented from doing so from the staff at always JUST THE RIGHT precise timing to have any success of even getting my finger in my eye again. I'm like fine well, i'll just act like i'm normal and let ya'll win this battle (lol). I took it as a sign the Universe wanted this damn thing in.
Also of importance is the fact that around this time, while the Sanskrit symbols were still streaming by, nurses and staff kept walking by laughing and very business like saying "Oh Yeah, look at our new Wallpaper." even a doctor said "Like our new wallpaper *big wink* "... And the new wallpaper." I'm so used to things like this happening, people literally acting completely crazy and "end-times madness" level reacting to what i'm experiencing in a ***HIGHLY*** synchronized, organized way, since the Tampa days, that i just blew it off. Until they did it a few more times and i'm like GAH, I get it!! I accepted the whole experience and found myself at home in the shower that night, vigilantly scrubbing off the "Dark Symbolic Spots" that were on either of my forearms, with almost limited success, and part of the dark stain remained even after all the scrubbing. It was like a sticky, dust. I finally took stock and got a good glimpse of the "lens" that had been put in my eye. And wondered at what my new vision would all be about. And if i perhaps now possessed the ability to see two "Timelines" or "Worlds/Dimensions". The untouched eye seeing the same old timeline i was on prior to the visit, and the new "uptuned" eye now being able to peer into a world that perhaps is not quite always perceptible to human vision.... but coming, and dawning in the future, nonetheless. And the two eyes together giving me the ability to discern the Pathway and bring it into reality.
I spent sleepless nights obsessing over this, and it was basically the opposite of elation, as i feared it, but after mulling every aspect of it over in my mind 3,000+1 times i decided as i usually do upon deep introspection and fear, to let it go and stay vigilant, but open to the prospect that this could be positive. And could usher in the "Age of Dreams" so to call....
Friday, February 14, 2025
"Down Time" 2018-2021 Experiences
- I was downloading star wars for the first time to watch, and while it was downloading on my laptop I laid outside and looked up at the stars. A UAP flew itself above in the formation of an eternity symbol, the same one as my birthmark.
- In July 2018 i couldn't sleep and had the song "Monument" by Royksopp playing on my phone on repeat. My alien friends seem to like to use times i'm listening to songs that pertain to me or my Mission, to make a show of themselves to me, like they did with "Star Wars". Monument goes: "Make a space, for my body, dig a hole, push the sides apart. This is what. i'm controlling, it's a mold, the inside that I carved. This will be my monument. This will be a beacon when i'm gone. So that when the moment comes, I can say i did it all with love." I walked outside to smoke a cigarette and sat the picnic table, i looked up as a huge bright craft flashed itself for me bright in the sky and flew in an arc directly overhead as Monument sang on....
- Later on, i was living with my Dad and was in my room clearing huge amounts of energy. I imagined four large snakes in a square around me, summoning energy from them. My dad was in the living room directly connected to my bedroom, watching TV, and i kept hearing the loud unmistakable sound of a HP computer starting and restarting. It happened dozens of times. I peaked my head out into the living room a few times to see if there was any legit source for the noises to be coming from, nope, just my dad sitting there watching tv with my grandma. After it kept happening and kept happening, i finally poked my head out and said "Do you hear that?" He just answered nonplused "No." It was almost a sarcastic no, and my dad has been exposed to disembodied noises happening around me before, so I'm pretty sure he heard them too.
- In 2020 i was living in an apartment by myself with my cat, Annabelle. I had smashed two glass items, an ashtray and a glass cup i believe, and the shattered glass lay all over my kitchen floor. My thermostat "broke" or quit working and it was the middle of winter. So i huddled on the couch with my cat and a heavy blanket. Later when the thermostat finally quit going out, i distinctly remember getting up and sweeping ALL the glass on the kitchen floor. Including the rug that was at the base of the sink. I KNOW i did not forget to clean the rug, because then later i was sitting on it scrolling my phone* looking at facebook with my cat Annabelle, (*Viewing the Akashik records). I remember her being in my lap and there no trace of any glass below us on the rug. Later as i went about my night and then day, i came back to that rug in the kitchen, AND IT WAS COVERED IN GLASS. there was no glass to be found anywhere on the tiles outside the rug, just a perfect square of glass covering only that rug. It made no sense but i had the distinct impression that the Resistance had sent some sort of invisible "glass bomb" through my roof into the apartment, and smashed it on the rug to show me their power. I was hearing voices of girls talking outside my apartment door, and around the apartment. I would open the door and no one was there. There was also a high pitched spiritual zinging sound coming from within the apartment, i know i wasn't crazy cause my cat heard it too, i watched as her ears pricked and she looked concerned and confused that there was a "presence" and noises.
- Also during this time, my apartment was spotless and completely cleaned. After the night of reading akashic records, hearing noises, finding inexplicable placement of "glass", the thermostat breaking, etc, i suddenly found my apartment in a state of disarray. I know i did not do it because i was lying in bed and my scars from 2007 were particularly hurting as i was healing them, i could barely get up to stand and walk to the bathroom. There was no way i was digging through layers in my drawers to drag up items that had not been worn or seen in months. Now they were all over my floor in precarious placements. It looked like a party of lesbians had trailed its way through my house.
- The Akashik records: What i saw on my phone during this time when i was on facebook, was a current update of the akashic records. it was people on my friend list i don't normally see and had never talked to, spewing their 100% core truths about the planetary situation, and their feelings towards me. It was all written in extremely advanced English words that NO ONE uses these days. You would need an encyclopedia to understand any of it. But i got the gist. I also saw comments and posts from some of my close friends. And they were true-hearted. Later i went back on a "normal day" and tried to find some of the crazy Akashic record 100% truth posts that my friends had written and they were no longer on their timelines. Did they even remember ? Or was it just a reality i was experiencing and was privileged to view.
- I also had many angelic visions during this time. And in January i believe of 2020 i was also visited by my husband in his Guardian form, stalking over me with a big gun to protect me and showing me views of us on a spacedeck i had known about secretly for years. It showed my unborn son, me on a wooden throne guarding him in queen's golden armor. It showed me in iced out high heels, dancing behind the figure of my husband/guardian. The whole process lasted about an hour and a half, as the first 20 minutes was a intelligence taking over me, and spreading out my mind across the surrounding area, so that the whole city became entranced with me. They were warned that the light forces had had it up to here, and that time was drawing near and not much time left to make amends and save this planet. Then the visions started, exploded in the sky over and through us all. I got confirmation later timidly from others that they also experienced it. It was widespread.