I became pregnant and brought another girl into this world in 2015.
My life was unmistakably a mess, and i suffered a deep depression and felt emotionally unsupported and physically lost.
I was driving in between states, (another major life change), in September of 2015 when i decided fully that i was done "being a mess" and that i just wanted to be a GOOD Mom and i can't let my state effect my children and pull them into chaos or emptiness or disability/dysfunction/cycles of Karma that you pass on to your children if they are not healed.
I thought of my "Great Secret" at this time as I always did when life got me down.
He's not going to come... i thought.
I pressed deeply on my wrist, a source I've known for Light, and muttered "I want THE ONE from my childhood" in my head.
CRASH. A metallic UAP Spaceship was sent hurtling towards my car. Oh no, I thought, he's out of control. He overestimated our State down here and sent himself in too fast, too hard. In a split moment of split seconds, i grouped my arms around the steering wheel and deafened the collision, shielding my two sleeping babies in their car seat in the back.
I blacked out.
When i awoke, I was still on the road, going extremely fast, my leg energy was healed, and my body light, the Light forces + My husband were healing me and putting my energy where it should be.
One Spaceship stood on top of me, pouring its black energy down on my head, one form of my Husband.
Another Form of my Husband sat in a sleek looking spaceship distant in the sky in front of me. Surrounding him was a circle of spaceships, with Light Forces aboard. They gave a wide breadth to the spaceship of my husband, wherein sat The King himself, healed from his previous ailments and traumatization.
I was told then and there "You're NOT getting off this Planet until your Mission is complete."
As I was driving, cars drove past me and i could "see" into their interior, and read the life inexplicably of each passenger.
I was given visions of torment, from the animal kingdom on this planet, and the way the sheer numbers of it was being maltreated by Humanity. I scratched at my face, fat warm tears forming from my eyes, as i said "No, No... Not again." My two precious babies, incarnates of animals themselves, sitting in my backseat innocently sleeping in their car seats.
"Never again." This cycle must stop.
After all said things above were done, i took my eyes up to the spaceship in the middle of the wide circle above my head, and locked it dead on to my Husband. 'I'm leaving now', i felt it was going to be said. "No...." "I've lost you again... Don't go..."
"You have 2 seconds."
"Nooooo! Not again! Don't leave me again! Don't LEAVE me DOWN here ALL ALONE!"
"Bye" we both said simultaneously to the exact of a hair of a second. In tune.
As always.
(previous back story coming: "Gangstalkers")
"Sitting in a chair while I'm staring into Space. Ripping out my hair while I'm tearing at my face. ❤🎶"
(Part II: "God & Reincarnation" coming...)
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