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Chuki Maruki

Timelines Converge

I remember checking into a stress center at some point in the fall of '21. This hospital ended up not having a stress center, so i sat in the hallway with a few other people. I remember waiting so long, at one point i closed my eyes, and leaned back and instantly the reflection of my Guardian appeared and with a black gloved hand, closed off two solid black gates. Then behind the gates appeared many young children, all lined up down a lane, playing with letter blocks and other innocent toys. I thought "uh oh... he's saying no more. The kids are protected from now on in a way." And soon to be a very tangible way, from the look of the building blocks and the track.

Even later on, i'm sitting further along the hallway in a chair next to a boy from my generation. They had given me a shot for anxiety not too long ago. This chemical seemed to make something stir in me, as suddenly i started seeing a wrap of old ancient Sanskrit symbols coming from the floor and walls. I could literally SEE them, and at first just sat there and tried to pretend it was in my peripherials.It wasn't. The volume of the words and symbols increase, until it's a constant flow of them overtaking my vision, i start gesturing around going "w...t...f". It went on and on to the point i finally get up out of my chair to try to see WHERE these symbols are coming from, as they gave me very strong gut instincts and i thought "I better check this out..." I'm gazing at the floor watching them come and go. Eventually i sit back down, accepting them. Some of the symbols come from the wall and land on both my forearms, and a dark, dusty, dirty stain is left on both of them where the words branded. I'm just like okay... well that got physical. Cool. Next thing i freakin' know a rounded, swirl symbol stands apart from the others and gets bigger flying towards me, i'm thinking "what does that mean...?" The damn thing flew into my eye. I go to the bathroom, as there is something physically -IN- my eye, and start trying to take it out like a contact, as this was the size and shape it was. I could feel it on my eye, it sort of felt like a bandaid, and i could even see a little wrinkle of the white part of my eye in the mirror, i was pulling and pulling gently on it, in horror, trying to get it to come out. I sit back in my chair and won't stop picking at the damn thing occasionally when i reach up to tug absentmindedly at it again, and a doctor comes by and barks at me to stop pulling at my eye. There's nothing in there. 

I'm like... the timing of that. He did it RIGHT as i was having success dislodging the damn thing. (Pffft... fat chance and not a coincidence.) I'm like ok ok.... keep it cool don't react (to the brazen absurd timing) and act like you listened. At which point i'd go to the bathroom again or find a way to secretly get it out. Long story short, i was prevented from doing so from the staff at always JUST THE RIGHT precise timing to have any success of even getting my finger in my eye again. I'm like fine well, i'll just act like i'm normal and let ya'll win this battle (lol). I took it as a sign the Universe wanted this damn thing in.

Also of importance is the fact that around this time, while the Sanskrit symbols were still streaming by, nurses and staff kept walking by laughing and very business like saying "Oh Yeah, look at our new Wallpaper." even a doctor said "Like our new wallpaper *big wink* "... And the new wallpaper." I'm so used to things like this happening, people literally acting completely crazy and "end-times madness" level reacting to what i'm experiencing in a ***HIGHLY*** synchronized, organized way, since the Tampa days, that i just blew it off. Until they did it a few more times and i'm like GAH, I get it!! I accepted the whole experience and found myself at home in the shower that night, vigilantly scrubbing off the "Dark Symbolic Spots" that were on either of my forearms, with almost limited success, and part of the dark stain remained even after all the scrubbing. It was like a sticky, dust. I finally took stock and got a good glimpse of the "lens" that had been put in my eye. And wondered at what my new vision would all be about. And if i perhaps now possessed the ability to see two "Timelines" or "Worlds/Dimensions". The untouched eye seeing the same old timeline i was on prior to the visit, and the new "uptuned" eye now being able to peer into a world that perhaps is not quite always perceptible to human vision.... but coming, and dawning in the future, nonetheless. And the two eyes together giving me the ability to discern the Pathway and bring it into reality. 

I spent sleepless nights obsessing over this, and it was basically the opposite of elation, as i feared it, but after mulling every aspect of it over in my mind 3,000+1 times i decided as i usually do upon deep introspection and fear, to let it go and stay vigilant, but open to the prospect that this could be positive. And could usher in the "Age of Dreams" so to call....