After recovering enough to walk properly again, albeit shaky, I was offered to go on a very cheap 10 day trip to Europe offered through the highschool. My brother and 2 friends would be attending.
When i got to Rome, we were officially allowed to drink there, and checked into the hotel that night and had ourselves quite a few drinks. We got little to no sleep and the next morning we were going to watch the Pope give his Urbi et Orbi. A voice sounded to me, telepathically but also loud enough i'm sure my friend heard, as she stood arm and arm with me, giggling uncontrollably. "Mom...." He said. "You have been here for 100 years." I saw an image of a body of water, and threw my consciousness towards it as i questioned the meaning, the pope began to explain to me in detail where i was before the 100 years i have been here, with all fail safes, to the point that i began to see the logic quite clearly and there was NO room for flaws. He was speaking truth & reincarnation was 100% real and he explained the process. He answered all my questions and i understood the cycle of death. Then when i confirmed to him that i believed him, i snapped out of it, and came "back to the real world", my friend giggling on my arm. I realized i was protected beyond means of comprehension here in this life. The shock of coming back to the real world, made me forget almost instantly all the pope had just taught me, as it slipped away like water.
We arrived at Saint Peter's Square in Vatican City, and my tiny group of friends was standing way in the back by the fountain, as Benedict arrived on the Balcony and raised his staff. I remember burning a fever so strong, from the illness that had consumed my body from what my husband, my Guardian King, had done to me. We entered the Vatican, and waited in line to view Pope John Paul II as he lay in his glass coffin like Snow White. You had 3 seconds to view him, then had to move on, armed guards on either side of him ensuring this routine. It was my turn and i got to the front. I stood there and gazed at him. I realized this is where the voice had come from, i was enthralled. i stood longer than 3 seconds, taking him in. As i stared i watched as his chest gently rose and fell, like he was breathing. I could almost see a sick green energy coming from him, emanating towards me and i felt Love. Or the closest thing to love i had ever felt, as we were the same. Sick. I peered at the guards on either side of me, taking them in. They stood silent and gave me my turn. All other patrons had been shooed by the guards at PRECISELY 3 seconds. They gave their signal and used their guns to move each person in line. They never gave me the signal. They stood like silent sentinels. I stood as long as i did, until i heard my teacher call my name from way across the crowded room, and i realized they were all lined up, ready to go. I didn't want to leave. My heart rate and energy had increased exponentially while i stared. to the point a fire was consuming me and had begun to become uncontrollably obvious and spread through the room. I would cause chaos and panic with all this energy, despite it being the Purest, Warmest, Healthiest flow i had ever received or emanated. I got out of the spot to join my tour. I'm not ready for this, i said, i'm only 17. I'll come back for you.
Job 38:31-34 New International Version (NIV)
Can you loosen Orion's belt? Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons or lead out the Bear with its cubs? Do you know the laws of the heavens? Can you set up God's dominion over the earth?
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